Just recently came into contact with an art thief/tracer and my fear sprouted back.
I think I'll just stick to making fanart on this account or art for others, I'm simply too scared of people stealing my ocs, designs and concepts overall;;
Holy fucking shit! That was an awesome Movie! Spinel is my favorite Gem and I can't get enough of her ; A ; I relate to that poor girl so much, she deserves so much more than Pink Diamond did..
Holy fucking shit, I feel 10 again, I just wanna draw invader zim, forget life and just be part of the community again. 10/10 my FAVORITE movie of all time ; O ; <3 <3 <3 <3
Hey ya'll! So, as we all know, I haven't been here much, but trust me, I have good reasons. Or. At least they're perfect reasons to me.
So, in less than a month, a lot of shit has been spiraling down. I won't go too much in depth with it, cuz I'm still flabbergasted about it, having to take so much bad news in, in no time. So, first of all; Art will be delayed due to the fact that I've had terrible news about my father.
He's got stage 4 Cancer in his lungs, liver and intestines, which not a lot of us think he'll survive, not even himself, but he's keeping a straight face to try and help us all keep the hopes up. I, myself, am so shocked by this kind of news, thinking my dad was fine and dandy, and suddenly BAM. Cancer.
Then not too long ago I went through a lot of tests with some psychologist or psychiatrists... (I never remember what is what tbh.) And.. Well. I got some diagnoses which I'd have loved not to know of, to be frank. I'm 24, and never in my life did I think I'd ever have a Doctor telling me that I, as a kid, had been diagnosed with Autism. Let alone the fact that my mom just says "yep. You do." While I sit there at the desk like.. "Excuse me? Why the fuck did you never tell me?" So that's a new reality that makes sense in a way, but I'd much rather have lived without that, to be fair. 24 years old and suddenly "you got autism" How am I supposed to not see this as a late April Fools? Other Diagnoses are just.. No. Too personal, too weird and I have to come to terms with them before I ever announce 'em here.
Then we got my mom, who lately has been really sick but at least now, after the Doctor's visit, we found out what it was, through blood tests and such. She's Gluten intolerant as well as Lactose intolerant. So she can eat.. Rabbits food for the rest of her days lol. I feel for her a lot. But the shocker part is now that, now that both my parents has gotten all these news n shit, they've been told they might be genetic. So me and my 3 brothers and my little sister will have to go through blood tests, tissue samples and spit tests to see if we have it/might develop it.
If I have Cancer, fine. If I am Gluten Intolerant or Lactose Intolerant, I'm gonna commit seppuku. I live for cheese and cake, man. Please don't take that away from me. What will my life be, without Cookies... UGH. (Note: I know it's horrible for me to say I'd rather have Cancer, but news flash ya'll. I want to die. That hasn't changed. I'm just powering through for my friends and family, so PFFFTFTFTFT.)
So all in all.. Yeah. Lots been going on. One good news is that I at least got news about my close friend being alive and well, and not dead from an overdose as we all thought. So one rock off my chest, yet still so many heavy ones left. Sorry for the length of this, I know I said I didn't wanna go too much in depth with it all (which I think I did well with my diagnoses n shit but I'm known for writing a lot anyway) but I couldn't help but explain a bit about the circumstances my life is in atm.
Oh, and.. My mom decided to make appointments for me with a Hypnotist, to try and "force" out all my suppressed traumas n shit. Fun times ahead, guys, lemme tell ya. If my friends here (Looking at you, GPLeader xD) really wants to know my new diagnoses and the like, you're free to drop me a note. I won't mind telling you, but I probably won't be too explanatory about them, since I don't know how to accept them as of yet.
That's all for now, I suppose! Sorry for the length! BYE! ♥
Holy fucking shit! That was an awesome Movie!
Spinel is my favorite Gem and I can't get enough of her ; A ;
I relate to that poor girl so much, she deserves so much more than Pink Diamond did..
For you who hasn't seen it yet, you can watch it here:
https://www.thewatchcartoononline.tv/steven-universe-the-movie
Hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did ♥
Holy fucking shit, I feel 10 again, I just wanna draw invader zim, forget life and just be part of the community again.
10/10 my FAVORITE movie of all time ; O ; <3 <3 <3 <3
Hey ya'll!
So, as we all know, I haven't been here much, but trust me, I have good reasons. Or. At least they're perfect reasons to me.
So, in less than a month, a lot of shit has been spiraling down.
I won't go too much in depth with it, cuz I'm still flabbergasted about it, having to take so much bad news in, in no time.
So, first of all; Art will be delayed due to the fact that I've had terrible news about my father.
He's got stage 4 Cancer in his lungs, liver and intestines, which not a lot of us think he'll survive, not even himself, but he's keeping a straight face to try and help us all keep the hopes up. I, myself, am so shocked
Mary-Sue Test (Featuring Irken Persona) by RoxyPaw, journal
Mary-Sue Test (Featuring Irken Persona)
So, usually I do this every year, but for the past 4 years, I've forgotten. Woopsie!
Let's go with my Irkensona once again lol
Character Name (worth 1 point each)
[x] Is the character named after you (She will be after the 4th of December)
[ ] Does he/she have a name such as Mar, Miz, Mib, Rose, etc.
[ ] Is the character's name a noun or adjective
[ ] Does the character have more than one first, middle, or last name, without a reason?
[x] Is the character's name foreign (like the name normally a human would have), even though the character isn't?
[x] Does the characters name have a meaning?
TOTAL: 3
Appearance (worth 1 point each)
